Loves that my boyfriends mom takes such good pictures!

I just wish he’d realize I care about him and that I will miss him. I’ll miss that amazing boy with his tan skin and bright smile. I’ll miss the kisses that tasted like wine black and milds, the guy who would come pick me up and just drive around with me while we listened to dumb music. Just thinking that there’ll be no more midnight coffee runs kills me. I’m never going to be able to sit in the floor and watch him play the guitar and get lost in his music again. I wish things could’ve ended differently..

For the first time in my life, I feel like I’m good enough for this. It’s such an amazing feeling, knowing I have people who believe in me and knowing you love me like you do.. God, I hope this feeling doesn’t end.

So, my boyfriend’s grandma just said the nicest thing about me. It seriously made me feel like a part of their family. (:

For some reason, I’m doubting everything that I thought I wanted to do with my life.